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From: Lyara <lyara@operationterra.com>

September 18, 2001

 

THE CROSSROADS

 

Dear ones, we know your hearts are heavy when you

consider what is going on in the world around you. We are

with you always, sheltering you with our love and showering

grace upon you. We walk amongst you in human form, too,

although you would not recognize us except by our actions

or how you feel in our presence. But we are here, to share

this journey with you, and you must know this so completely

that you can feel our presence for yourself.

 

The world will be seeing angels and devils at the same time,

depending on the "glasses" being worn by the viewer. Those

who harbor hate, anger, and revenge within their own heart

will see devils, evil, and enemies everywhere. Those who hold

the heartfelt desire for love, compassion, and a better world

will see angels there to help. What one sees is a reflection of

what is within. It is the way the Creator gets to see Itself,

reflected in Its creations.

 

This notion of good and evil had served to allow people to

explore duality, and it has served well. Those notions are well

established in the Earth's religions and moral codes. However,

it is time to put those notions aside now, as they have been

exhausted in their capacity to inform you.

 

Everything that is being put forth in the torrent of words that

has flowed following the attacks has been a summary of all

the knowledge and beliefs that were accumulated before that

time. Nothing really new is being said. No new revelations

are being brought forward. Only former responses, dressed

up in new clothes. The body is the same underneath, and the

responses are totally predictable, based on one's views as

they existed before the attacks took place.

 

This is a very fertile time, with many opportunities. In one

sense, it is a great summing up of all the knowledge and

experience that has occurred throughout all the lives that have

been lived across the history of the planet. If one looks upon

Earth as a laboratory, in which many experiments have taken

place, this could be considered the time when the results are

written up and published. Everyone can then see what has

been learned from the experiments, and those conclusions

provide the foundation for wholly new experiments, as life

and time move on.

 

In each of the exchanges taking place -- and there are so

many now taking place -- one is presented with a choice of

how to respond. Will you get sucked into the chaos? Will

you sit there day after day, wringing your hands and reliving

the scenes over and over? Will you stop living and be glued

to the television set, instead? You have a choice. You can

remain caught up in the dramas, passing along the latest bit

of news or "proof" of this theory or that, or you can detach

and let it go.

 

We are not saying to disregard the requests for help that

come to you directly. We are not saying to not offer your

prayers and love to others. We are talking about the way you

feed your minds and emotions, the way you let yourself be

used as a source of food for those who feed off YOUR

emotions, for there are those who do that, as strange as it

might seem.

 

It has been some time since we talked of the two polarities,

and now it would be good to return to that topic. If you will

recall, those of the STS [service to self] polarity are about

gaining power over others. For them, there is never enough

power, as the lack of love in their hearts leaves them so empty

of feeling that they cannot ever have anything but the most

fleeting of satisfactions. In some ways, even those who

control the world's resources are among the most poverty-

stricken: despite their great material wealth, they lead empty

lives, built around the acquisition of things -- of inanimate and

abstract things that can never give or return love -- and they

promote death rather than life.

 

They may have the finest wines, the finest clothing, and live

the life of kings, but they are also "slaves to their habit,"

insatiable in their need for more and more power, more and

more of everything, a lonely existence indeed. These things

do not bring them happiness. These things do not bring them

joy or peace. They bring them cynicism rather than hope.

They bring them bitterness rather than sweetness.

 

Their children are not free to follow their dreams. Their wives

are picked because of the alliances they build, not for love. It

is like the royal families in times past. They are rulers who

must watch their gates, who must always be alert for those

others who covet their position, who must always do things

that serve their calculated ends. What pleasure is there in

that? What freedom is there in that?

 

Therefore, the hardness of their hearts, their cynicism and

contempt for the rest of the world, and the sterility of their

lives leaves them empty, isolated, and bored. Business comes

first, and the long walk toward the goal takes its toll, requires

its own sacrifices, and leaves one more alone than before.

The satisfaction of counting one's pile of money is hollow,

indeed, and the simplest child who is free to play in a natural

way is richer by far, in our way of measuring things.

 

All must play out, and if you but knew the extent to which

these few have robbed the rest, you would be justifiably

angry. They have robbed much more than just money and

power and resources. They have robbed the world of hope,

honesty, and so many of its potential joys. However, they did

not get this way unaided. Every single person has contributed

to their wealth and power by being part of the economic

system.

 

If you would be free of that, if you would want to stop

supporting the power elite, consider what would be required.

You would have to supply all of your own needs, forever.

You could never make a phone call, mail a letter, turn on your

oven, or take part in any of the fruits of civilization -- libraries,

entertainment, even your food and medicine, your homes and

vehicles...

 

Think about it. Every day, in so many countless ways, you

pay for things that are the fruits of other people's labor, with

money. And they labor to get money to buy the things that

they need for their lives, which were in turn produced by still

other people's labor.

 

Money is only an agreed-upon means of exchange. It

has no value in itself. And now that you have electronic

communication, electronic storage of data, and the

interconnection of the computers with one another across

phone lines and satellites, all of your money isn't even

necessary except on a local level. Everything is stored as

ones and zeros in computers. Yours is a society built upon

computers. Even in the most primitive regions, eventually

money comes into play, and then if you trace it back to its

source, there is a computer involved. So while you are angry

at these people and their contempt for the rest of the world,

you must also accept responsibility for giving them their

power in the first place. It did not happen overnight. This

move toward the centralization of power in the hands of the

few has been going on for a long time -- a very long time,

indeed.

 

One of the things that will come out of the chaos in these

days is an opportunity to reflect on just about everything.

You will notice that, as people struggle to come to grips with

what is unfolding, they run into conflicts of logic. On the one

hand, some of you feel that you should not go to war, and yet

you also feel that the attack cannot just be allowed to go by

without a response. You are caught between two conflicting

desires within yourself. You desire to be free, to not support

the system that deals in wars as a solution to problems, but

you also want the comforts that that system gives you.

 

And even if you decided to go out into the wilderness

somewhere and live off the land, what would that give you?

Where would you go if you injured yourself? How would

you survive? It is true that there are still some people on the

Earth that live close to the land. Are they necessarily happy

because of that, or are their lives just as filled with struggle as

yours is? They spend nearly all of their time obtaining food

or creating shelter or passing time through telling stories or

performing rituals. They are not so different from you after

all. You spend nearly all of your time "earning a living," and

your stories just come in different forms -- videos, movies,

television programs, books, newspapers, and magazines, and

personal pages on the "Web." There is not really so much

difference after all.

 

So where are we heading with this? It is simply this: until

you are able to manifest your needs directly from the matrix

of Source, you will never be free. You will always be

participating in a struggle for life and there will always be

some who have more power than others and use it to take

advantage of others for their own benefit. Are they evil? Or

are they just stuck in the same prison as you? Despite their

wealth, they are just as enslaved as you are. None of you has

true freedom.

 

We have come to a place in the unfolding where you will be

presented with choices of a very different nature. It will no

longer be about what you will wear today, or what you will

make for dinner, or when to wash the dishes. These will be

fundamental choices, a kind of "final exam," with little boxes

to mark on a scoring sheet. When presented with events, will

you choose to descend into the pit of anger and strife or will

you choose to reach higher, to transcend your mundane

existence and grab hold of the next rung on the ladder toward

"heaven"?

 

We have called this Message "The Crossroads" because that

represents the experience you have at this time. You will be

presented with many "crossroads" in the days ahead. Which

path will you choose? The one that leads downward into chaos

and death or the one that leads upward into order and life?

 

We have already described the polarities in these terms: STS

is a choice for entropy, chaos, and death. STO [service to

others] is a choice for order (love is the ordering force, acting

on the matrix of light that underlies all form) and for life. It

affirms life. These two polarities are actually two opposing

forces, and their respective outcomes are predictable if you

can see them clearly enough. One spiral leads downward and

one spiral leads upward. You will have the opportunity, over

and over again, to choose in which direction you want to go

-- the spiral upward or the spiral downward.

 

When you get caught up in ideas that there is an enemy --

and there is certainly enough evidence to work with for that

idea -- you perpetuate the experience of being a victim. You

choose the downward spiral. Are there people working in

concert -- a conspiracy toward certain aims? Absolutely.

But are you working in concert with others to create a new

world, to assist the planet in her ascension? We hope so! Is

that a conspiracy, too? Are you "conspiring" to bring about

"Heaven on Earth"? We hope so! There is nothing inherently

evil in working together with others toward particular aims.

 

Consider a gun. It is just a piece of metal, cast in a certain

form and design. It can be used to pound in nails, as a

paperweight, or as a lethal weapon. Its design is carefully

crafted to be a lethal weapon, but it does not become that

until someone picks it up and uses it that way.

 

So it is with all these ideas of "conspiracy" that are flying

about at this time. If you would choose the upward spiral,

you would leave those ideas behind, and not victimize

yourself through them. If there are perpetrators, there are

victims. Only if you wear the lenses that enable you to see

the Creator wherever you look are you finally free of being

a victim. Then and only then are you free of the system

and from contributing toward its progress toward world

domination -- power over others -- that is the hallmark of

the STS polarity.

 

We are saying this to you with all seriousness. This is the

crossroads you will face over and over again. Will you reach

upward to realize your own divinity and dwell in "heaven" or

will you succumb to the chaos and choose the road to "hell"?

Those are the two choices before you. There are only two.

How do you choose now and how will you choose the next

time the choice presents?

 

Every time you have to choose how to respond to what is

presenting will be another crossroads for you. You will find

it easier over time, because you will have left the other choices

behind, and as you discover that you prefer to continue in the

direction in which you find peace, it will be easier to choose

for that direction.

 

We leave you now in peace and honor and blessing.

Amen, Adonoy Sabayoth.

We are the Hosts of Heaven.

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A brief commentary

Sep 20, 2001

From: Lyara <lyara@operationterra.com>

 

I have just sent out the new Message, "The Crossroads," (it is

up on the site, also) and wanted to share a little of what I felt

and "got" when it came in. First of all, the content surprised

me in two ways. On the surface, it seemed to be more

superficial than the previous Message, but it also felt like

there was MUCH more being said under the surface, for

those "who have ears to hear."

 

The second thing I realized was that it doesn't just address

the past week of events and our response to that situation, but

that there will be other such times in the future, when we will

need to remember this counsel. We may have gotten tired of

watching the television this time around, but what will we do

when the next shock arrives, and the one after that, and the

one after that?

 

I also felt so much love and compassion as this one came

through. There was such a deep understanding of how we

feel as we watch the world come unraveled. I get many

e-mails, all across the spectrum of experience. There are

some of you who are more aware than others of some of the

things that are playing out in the background.

 

Many of you are still caught up in the idea of persuading the

President, Congress, or some other governing body to

choose a different course. Some of you still feel that you can

turn things around if you can only muster enough people to

go in that direction. All of those feelings and efforts are a

form of distraction, that keep you thinking that there is

something you can DO about what is going on. When you

do this, you give energy to a situation that is beyond your

ability to change, and you take energy away from those

actions that can truly empower you.

 

When "Shattering Glass" came through, I was able to

glimpse where the rest of the story is going: full Mastery.

Everything that is being said now has to do with developing

the awareness of where we must go (to full Mastery) if we

are to be powerful enough to truly help. In the meantime,

there is the discipline of surrender and radiating love into the

world.

 

All these petitions that are circulating are a form of resistance

to what is going on, and keep one from accepting what must

be accepted. When one is in resistance, he/she is not in their

quiet center, accepting the sacredness of the moment. I can

tell you that there is peace to be found in the midst of this

chaos. And as the chaos increases, which it surely will, it will

be even more important to drop out of resistance, into

surrender and the peace and calm of that release.

 

I have gotten letters from some people who have just

discovered the material who say they were suicidal until they

found "Shattering Glass." I myself have been acutely suicidal

at one time, when everything in my life had imploded and I

felt overwhelmed by it all, so I do understand. Things are just

beginning, and they will get much more intense, so it is vitally

important that each one of us chooses to stay clear of the

chaos. We do much more for the world by our being calm

and radiating love into the world than all the protests

combined. Calm acceptance is the first step to true power.

 

We are on the way to becoming Masters, and that requires us

to go beyond the surface phenomena, to see everything for

what it is, and then to transcend it all. I feel certain the

Messages will show us the steps and point the way as things

unfold, and I wanted to tell you that THIS Message is a very

key one, one you will want to return to over and over again,

despite it seeming so simple. It is very rich with many levels

and textures and can help you as you come to the crossroads,

over and over again.

 

On other fronts, enough people signed up for the OT Family

Forums that we have purchased the server space and are

setting up the forums now. All memberships that are signed

up before Oct. 2 will go through October 31, 2001, so this is

your chance to get some extra days for your dollars.

Information on the Forums is up on the site. Click on the

link from the Home Page or on the Forums button at the

bottom of the page. We will be notifying the people who

have signed up when it is time to register on the server, and

that should be very soon.

 

I want to thank all of you for your prayers and donations for

our two cats. Some of you sent healing energy, and some of

you counseled me. All was received gratefully, and they are

both doing better today, and so am I. I still need two things:

financial assistance, and help with getting these books into

libraries. If you are in the US or Canada, please ask your

local libraries to order the book, or order some yourself and

donate them. A big thank you to all who have contributed so

far. If you want to know more about how to donate to OT or

about purchasing books, see the links on the home page

("book" and "How to Support This Work").

 

There is much more to come, so stay tuned!

 

Peace and blessings,

Lyara

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This Message is one of a series of Messages, available in

full and without charge on the Operation Terra Web site

(http://www.operationterra.com). It is best understood in the

context of the prior Messages, and may be freely distributed,

as long as no modifications of the text are made and this

information is included.

 

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e-mail: lyara@operationterra.com

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